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My secret letters to to boy I like


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Letter 21

I have been reading two books lately. “The Grand Design” by Stephen Hawking and “Total Law of Attraction” by David Che. The first is completely scientific, the second is new age. Ironically Che uses info from Hawking’s book to backup his own claims. For example, everything in physical existence is energy. Your thoughts determine how energy behaves. For example, is it a wave or a particle. Science proves it is both. Also energy behaves differently when it is observed and not observed. Also quite fascinating, Hawking said that your thoughts today may change something in the past,. And like the future is only “probabilities”, there is no concrete past “history”, only past probabilities.

^ Ok I have never studyied physics formally, so maybe my understanding is a bit warped. But that’s kind of how I understand what was said.

Anyway the Law of Attraction’s rules are *Believe it works *Visualise your desire daily, be specific *Feel a strong emotion for your desire *Think of it/ meditate on it only briefly, then forget about it for the day *Stay positive, be greatful for things *Take action when your intuition tells you, or you see signs.
What a load of crap you say? Nah man! You acually finally messaged me today *^__^* I was in shock hehe. I bet you don’t even know why u felt like messaging, untill now.

Oh I can hear a possum outside, on my verandah. He’s doing this funny mating call hehe cute!
That reminds me, Facebook said u are now in a relationship. It’s all good. I’m sad but not at all as sad as I imagined I would be. I must be really evolving. More than anything, I’m thankful to the Universe that it led me to know someone like u exists! I asked it to lead me to you. But I forgot to add the specification “must be interested in me” haha, so it’s my fault really. All good. I might find another gorgeous activist boy to fall in love with at Earth Frequency.


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Letter 20

Ive been listening to lots of music recently. Expecially Oka, Bjork, some Hindu mantras, Deya Dova, psychtrance stuff etc. I wonder what u listen to. I really hope u will be at Earth Frequency next month. I’m volunteering there, like last year. They have changed location, closer to my home now, I’m excited about that. I’m really looking forward to it all.
http://www.earthfrequency.com.au/

Several people have told me I remind them of Bjork. I might sing one of her songs one day and put it online. I started watching her music videos recently. Wow watch Pagan Poetry, it’s powerful. The first half is her sex videos but heavily blurred and stylized. The second half is her singing topless and psycho. Very controversial but cool art.


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Letter 19

Happy New Year *^__^* Finally 2014, this will be a big year for me spiritually, I feel. I’m going to do more art, travelling, activism and spiritual expansion. It’s only day 2, and already I have stumbled upon a new cause I want to fight for! The Tarkine wilderness in Tasmania. I feel a deep connection to forests. My friends connect to the oceans, and I do too, but it’s more forests for me. A group is making a documentary film about the Tarkine, I wish them the best of luck, I did donate money too.

https://www.facebook.com/battleforthetarkine

http://www.pozible.com/project/11481
http://www.throughthetreesandtheforest.com.au/

Maybe one day I’ll go to Tasmania myself and sleep in a tree or something. I’d love to me involved in making a more arty spiritual doco. Like “Home”. That doco is so powerful.
I see on Facebook you slept in a tree once. I wish I knew the story begind that. And I wish one day we can do it all again together


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Letter 18

Today I stumbled on an awesome book “Bringers of the Dawn”. It’s about Pleiadian Teachings on Sexuality & Consciousness. There is a chapter uploaded here: http://www.psychedelicadventure.net/2012/07/pleiadian-teachings-on-sexuality.html
It’s amazing! Very beautiful. All it said, I already knew by instinct. Maybe I was Pleiadian in a past life. Two of my spiritual friends once stared at me and said “I think you are Pleidian” so maybe.

Anyway they said sexuality is not just physical, it is a spiritual bonding, an exhange of energy and frequencies. If there is a strong love present, it can lead to higher states of consciousness. I know from experience that sex with someone I love is more intense, more magic, more amazing than sex with someone I don’t love. I think with you, I would go to another plane of existence.


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Letter 17

Tonight, it’s the last ‘normal’ day of 2013 for me. Tomorrow will be hectic! I watched some Animals Australia videos and an Animal Liberation Front doco. Omg it made me cry. Now I feel the rage! Next year I must get more involved. This year I helped Sea Shepherd and I will forever support them. But I must do more!

A spiritual person recently told me that I have an important purpose in this life, I have to be involved in awakening mankind. I have no idea how to do it, but I will find a way. I have to raise people’s consciousness and therefore compassion for all life. I am an activist, I must find a way.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfKXq9BL29o&feature=youtube_gdata_player


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Letter 16

I wonder how your Xmas was, mine was nice. I was thinking of what gift I could give the world. I joined the Sea Shepherd Direct Action (*cough direct debit*) crew. And I joined the Resonance Project, a physics research group, because I love Nassim Haramein’s theories and explanations of the Universe. I was thinking of joining Animals Australia, some kind of wildlife group or maybe Rainforest Rescue BUT the NEXT DAY my dog got a paralysis tick. He couldn’t walk anymore, he was so wobbly, I thought he will die! I took him to the vet, they kept him there for 3 nights, and now he is fine. It cost me several hundreds of dollars! So there goes my extra money. I wonder what groups you support. I’d love to go do some rainforest rescue thing with you and sleep in a tree ^__^