Letter 17

Tonight, it’s the last ‘normal’ day of 2013 for me. Tomorrow will be hectic! I watched some Animals Australia videos and an Animal Liberation Front doco. Omg it made me cry. Now I feel the rage! Next year I must get more involved. This year I helped Sea Shepherd and I will forever support them. But I must do more!

A spiritual person recently told me that I have an important purpose in this life, I have to be involved in awakening mankind. I have no idea how to do it, but I will find a way. I have to raise people’s consciousness and therefore compassion for all life. I am an activist, I must find a way.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfKXq9BL29o&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Letter 16

I wonder how your Xmas was, mine was nice. I was thinking of what gift I could give the world. I joined the Sea Shepherd Direct Action (*cough direct debit*) crew. And I joined the Resonance Project, a physics research group, because I love Nassim Haramein’s theories and explanations of the Universe. I was thinking of joining Animals Australia, some kind of wildlife group or maybe Rainforest Rescue BUT the NEXT DAY my dog got a paralysis tick. He couldn’t walk anymore, he was so wobbly, I thought he will die! I took him to the vet, they kept him there for 3 nights, and now he is fine. It cost me several hundreds of dollars! So there goes my extra money. I wonder what groups you support. I’d love to go do some rainforest rescue thing with you and sleep in a tree ^__^

Letter 15

It’s been a long time since I wrote to u. I guesse my inspiration is drifting away since you have never even said hi to me *sad* All good, life goes on. Last night I experienced a lot of drama. This boy on Facebook told me he will end his life, and implied it’s coz I’m not interested in him. I told him to call me, but he didn’t, so I phoned Lifeline. Then he said his account got hacked by his ex, he isn’t scuicidal. I was so angry, I filed an online police report about the incident. I doubt the cops will care, but anyway harassment, hacking and missuse of a professional system is a crime I feel.
There is a lot of scuicide in Australia at this time of the year. I wonder how I could help, maybe I can join some group like PCYC and hang out with homeless youth. I have been somewhat scuicidal before but I would never do it. I feel like I’m one of the rare people who care about the world and I should direct my energy into creating a better world.

Letter 14

HI cutey, I’ve been busy making art. I’m doing paintings for all my friends. I even did clay art.
Anyway I’m excited, it’s almost time for the Sea Shepherd ships to leave. I went down last year to farewell them, it was such an awesome experience. I’d like to go this year, but I’m working. Also one of my best friends has a son who is really unwell and he won’t get better. It was his wish to go see the ships. So I lent my spare cash to them ^__^
Tonight I’m watching Carl Sagan’s Cosmos. Wow I’m so impressed! This documentary is brilliant and beautiful. It’s very spiritual too, he said we are the Universe experiencing itself.
Tomorrow night I’m going to Uplift Festival in Byron. I’m gonna see Deya Dova and Temple Step. It’s going to be so awesome. Hope my doggie will be ok all alone. He is here beside me, the little stinky fluffy. He gets lots and lots of cuddles everyday.

Letter 13

I’m still thinking about u. I wonder what u will do for new years. I wonder what I will do. My friend wants to go see Tijuana Cartel play at Brunswick Hotel, then sleep on the beach and watch the sunrise. Or I might just go to Tweed Heads, watch the fireworks, then walk across the border to Coolangatta and watch the fireworks. Two new years in one night! I first saw u at Brunswick Hotel, I may as well spend new years there. You might even turn up there.

Letter 12

Hi cutey, I have been experiencing ups and downs a lot recently. Sometimes I’m all happy and feelin in luv with u, and sometimes I’m depressed and I think I best just leave u alone. *sigh* Today a girl asked me out on a date! ^__^ I said yes coz I don’t want to be alone forever. I’m nervous, I’ve never been on a date with a girl before.

Letter 11

Today is Paul Watson’s bday! He’s such an inspiration and proof that one person alone can change the world! I decided to do something Sea Shepherd related so I watched ‘Eco Pirate’! It was amazing, but it’s a bit outdated, it was made long ago. I still haven’t finished all of Whale Wars either.
Are u a Sea Shepherd volunteer? I am ^__^ I use to be the Gold Coast coordinator. But I found it took up ALL my free time, so I had to step down to get my life back. Now I’m focused on finding love, making art and studying spirituality and other cool topics. Of course I’m still helping at events though.